September 2009

I haven`t blogged in an awful long time. Most of the past few months has been spent in and out of hospital - which is where I am again at the moment! Reading Eckhart Tolle`s book A New Earth has really helped reinstate a feeling I`ve been having for a while now about inner peace and sense of oneness with nature that just kind of melts all the external, material stuff away. That said I went to the People of the Year Awards on my Saturday on release and wore the most beautiful dress from Roccoco beside the Westbury in town. It was made by a Korean designer and is a soft mushroom colour. I`m not big into dresses of things that pull you all together, but this looked like it did that and yet I was still so comfortable I felt I could flit and float around if I needed to. I set the colour off with gold heels nad a gold headband from American Apparel. It worked really well and even though I looked super pale in the photos it was the most comfortable I’ve felt in a long time. Trying to get the outer world/inner peace balance going on because having a sticky patch. Nice not to have to worry about going up on stage! The recepients this year were absolutely incredible. It was amazing to see it from the perspective of an observer- you don`t fully absorb it when you`re winning, it`s all so surreal. I cried for a lot of the ceremony(sap!) - it was incredible. Will blog more tomorrow.